That feeling’s back. The clouds have descended and I don’t know why or how, or what I’ve got to do to bring the sunshine back again.
A weekend with the girls this weekend has helped a bit but the tears are bubbling under the surface threatening to rear their ugly head at any moment in time. Just listening to a song the girls chose in the car – “Silvia” by Miike Snow – almost made me burst into tears in the car. Not good.
I hope I can sort this out sooner rather than later as I can’t take the weight on my brow for much longer.
I don’t feel like me.
It’s almost like I’m looking
At me from outside.